yay, apathy. eh.

class. over soon. in 12 hours. lots of happy hour'ing going on afterwards in celebration. so tired.

alvin and i finally for the last time for real broke things off tonight. i haven't talked much about that on here lately because the process of deciding to get divorced has looked like this: separate, decide to get divorced, try to work it out, decide it won't work, decide it might, get back together, break up (repeat). it's a rather prolonged, annoying process and i'm pretty sure my friends are all like, what are you doing?! why is it taking so long? so i just try not to talk about it. the only thing that makes me feel better about this is that my therapist said it's completely normal, it's just been a more external process for me than for some people. some people apparently go through this back and forth thing in their head and then make a decision, so no one hears about all the back and forthness. freaks. i'm all about external, obviously. i broadcast the minute details of my life on the internet and it doesn't get much more external than that.

anyhow, alvin's happy about getting back together with his girlfriend, whom he had broken up with to see if we could work things out (nope, can't). i'm all kinds of tired and wanting this to be over. he was so happy when we made this decision he nearly choked on his dinner. then he text messaged his girlfriend. it would have been nice if he could have waited until, i don't know, i was out of sight, but no. yay for them. they can have each other. i'm actually at the point where i don't care. as much caring as i've been doing the past few months, there's something to be said for that.